Talking to you takes courage. i am so afraid you wouldnt reply and i end up feeling crashed . before i met you , i should put up this sign... "fragile" . if you are gonna occupy my mind like this , but making me go around wondering if you even cared about me , i rather you dont even exist . you made me super afraid of the next day , wondering what will happen . you made me make a wish whenever my phone vibrates , hoping its you . but its never you . i think i texted my enemy more than i texted you . seriously. these days i've been texting people i hated in the past . though people chatting with me means im not a loner , but i feel like one . my used-to-be enemy texts me more than you text me... making me think that he or she cares more bout me than you do. so im really really considering . what will be the difference if we are stead and not stead ? maybe you think you got me. thats why you took me for granted . its that it ? because if thats so , i want you to know . i miss you alot. start texting me... i'll be sure to reply it in 5 seconds . sincerely ... seeing my friend and her bf saying sweet things , and when their phones are confiscated , they asks me about each other . this is how sweet they are . how much they treasure each other . since young i've been wanting a bf ... one who texts me more than i do , feels more enthu about my replies than i do , cares about me more than i do , let me know that im always on his mind , in short... loves me and shows me he does. maybe you love me , but your action simply makes me wonder ... can we rlly last 4 years ? like what you said ? remember you told me you want to last AT LEAST four years . did you ever counted the days ? did you remember when will be our 100th day anniversary ? However , even if you continue to do this , concealment of your love . i love you. 영원히 .
3.20.2011 | posted by Joleen
Talking to you takes courage. i am so afraid you wouldnt reply and i end up feeling crashed . before i met you , i should put up this sign... "fragile" . if you are gonna occupy my mind like this , but making me go around wondering if you even cared about me , i rather you dont even exist . you made me super afraid of the next day , wondering what will happen . you made me make a wish whenever my phone vibrates , hoping its you . but its never you . i think i texted my enemy more than i texted you . seriously. these days i've been texting people i hated in the past . though people chatting with me means im not a loner , but i feel like one . my used-to-be enemy texts me more than you text me... making me think that he or she cares more bout me than you do. so im really really considering . what will be the difference if we are stead and not stead ? maybe you think you got me. thats why you took me for granted . its that it ? because if thats so , i want you to know . i miss you alot. start texting me... i'll be sure to reply it in 5 seconds . sincerely ... seeing my friend and her bf saying sweet things , and when their phones are confiscated , they asks me about each other . this is how sweet they are . how much they treasure each other . since young i've been wanting a bf ... one who texts me more than i do , feels more enthu about my replies than i do , cares about me more than i do , let me know that im always on his mind , in short... loves me and shows me he does. maybe you love me , but your action simply makes me wonder ... can we rlly last 4 years ? like what you said ? remember you told me you want to last AT LEAST four years . did you ever counted the days ? did you remember when will be our 100th day anniversary ? However , even if you continue to do this , concealment of your love . i love you. 영원히 .
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Hi, I'm
Joleen.
Thirteen since the 30th of March.
I enjoy watching and listening to korean entertainment.
I love to doodle and write.
My boyfriend is lovely .
And I can't get enough of my many cyber-buddies.
I'm still immature, but I'll be mature when I have to.
I'm a pessimist on her way to becoming an optimist.
SHINee , U-kiss , Infinite , Dalmation FTW ! . I have a disease , of being unable to stop thinking bout my beloved ,
Hong Li ♥ and Hui Xia ♥ !