I'm just gonna blog blog and yeah blog . because there are too many sad things in life :x hmmm. too many that twitter will be flooded and my friends will be annoyed ... i wanna see more blood on my hand ... to keep myself occupied for awhile , like studying can help . but it needs alot of will power to study 3 hours . gonna play some billiard . yeah you never know ... I'm gonna change into some weird girl . a monster . because nothings gonna change .
영원히... LU JIAN CHENG . 사랑해.. LUJIANCHENG. i can't live without you. don't leave me ... i beg you i can die for you . and I'm willing to ... because theres no point in life without you. i know... you're probably happier without me i shouldn't go and spoil you happy life now. because all i want is you. and i live for you jiancheng ... i love you . why did you love me in the first place if you're gonna treat me like this?i love you jiancheng . i love you i want you i need you i miss you i can die for you i will do anything and everything for you . because i live for you . kill me or take my life with you . cos if you don't , i live for nothing.
jiancheng. ti querro. 사랑해. i love you.
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