I'm trying hard to get over with them ... i think I'm such a bad person ... toying with guys . but srsly , they totally hurt my feelins too ! he cares so much bout other girls . all other girls except me . ):
will he even notice the difference in life with and without me ? i doubt it man ... stead with another guy , have to try to like him luh . i don't see what i could dislike abt him , yeah so i just wanna get over with jc and mj . attractive thing is he can give me all the criteria i want for a bf. text me everyday , talk to me , place me above all my friends , care bt me , don't ever ignore me , tell me i love you everyday . thats all . its the basic for a bf but a total
craving for an attached girl like me. because jiancheng never ever did that before. placing me above others . its even worse than a stranger. imagine a stranger stare at you for 3 minutes all you did was walk away. its not right right ? but a gf who stares for 3 min and you walk away its much worse then anything else man . i don't see what's the fucking difference man . seriously.