Last post /: .. Feel like crying man .
K . I sort out my thoughts why I avoid him . K :
You know what I feel not . Is like .. The level of confidence I have in this relationship is LOW LOW LOW . Low like crap . K . Its like .. Yeah insecurity + no trust . He say he love me ; still don't trust him . I don't know why . Probably cos I was cheated by him before . I made a bad choice to go back to the same guy twice /: I broke with him for a reason . But in the end I went back . Like a dog -.- I feel .. Like a beggar . Beggin for his love ? I don't know . I didn't know how to explain to him . That's why I didn't wanna talk . The more we sort out the more things I realise and the more I keep things to myself and the more unreasonable I am to him . Get it ?